New Start

2010-07-24T21:40:00.003+08:00

Hey Ho, how long have it been since i typed something here. Now that i think about it, maybe i DO just take this as a place to pour out everything I have in mind since I dont have any particular person to share it with.

Sigh, things have taken bad turn huh? Well, it's not like as if I dont deserve it. Okay, so, lets start with the mind pouring.

I wonder what happen between us, I mean, not current situation, but what makes me feel like talking to others than you? Is it really because that your too long absence? Or is it because that I need to talk to someone new? Or is it because that I just want to feel that long lost feeling again? What actually other guy has that I don't? What makes them able to hold their relationship so long and yet I cant? I think, if thing really did turn out worst and worst after this, I will want to try to think and ponder on how to improve this up.

It's kinda sad isnt it? That I need to learn it the hard way, and hurting ppl that I care most? No, not only you, I've been hurting ppl that cared about me all along too. My parents, my friends, meh, even my best friend was not spared from fist exchange. It's just so frustrating.

I've read ur comment on your fb, yes, i did. It kinda feel distant this time huh? Maybe you're right, I kinda felt so too. Maybe we will really be separated for real already this time. It's just so....wasted, I mean, all along, i really thought this is one and final relationship that i will want to get in already. Like, this will just last till the end already. Gosh, I'm just so frustrated on myself.

One thing about your mind is, that you always think that whatever I'm going to do is whatever I've done in the past, but no, our case is really not like how it is between me and jac. You know, it might be quite unbelivable at this point of time, but I do care a lot for you, you know. I really tried my best to make this work this time round. Maybe like what the old saying goes, my mind are strong, but my flesh are weak. I fell for the temptation again.

One thing that I wanted to tell you, but I think you wont even think that it's the truth is that: Do you know that even when I'm talking to the other girl, I actually felt disgusted? It is the truth, i actually feel a little bit unsettled when I'm talking to them, I know, like i say, it just doesnt sounds....believable, heck, you might think that I'm even lying. But, actually, when I was in Malaysia, I actually really think that, I'm going to stop talking to them once and for all, moreover, after this time i come back, I can just go to m'sia more and more often. Regret always comes too late huh?

It's pretty weird, honestly, this just feels like how it felt back then. Back then, I have a thought of breaking up with her, and we actually broke up for real. And now, I was just thinking about maybe we should take some time out, like, you know, so that we can experience life out there, and then, we get back together again. I mean, it just doesnt sounds very asian-ic, but well, that's what i read from what they do in western part. My point is, that's just what i thought, and yet, this is where we are now. Some part of me actually thinking to cheer you on, if you really want to try to flirt with guys and all, but some part of me still want to call you mine. It really is......pretty contradicting. This is why, I dont know what to or how to feel currently. At times, I just want to give up convincing you, and yet at times, I just want to at least try a little bit more.

You said, you regret knowing me. What's in my mind is: why will you tell me if you do, what is ur purpose?

You said "can you see what I said?" I didnt reply because, I know, that's not you talking. That is why i said, "I want to talk to you"

I really have no more idea on how to put this whole chunk of thoughts that's swirling in my mind into words right now, I just wish that we can meet up face to face to talk about it instead of msning or calling. I start it face to face, dont you think the least i deserve is a face to face ending?

Discovery

2010-03-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

It was a boring afternoon so i decided to do every single thing to rid of it, and that is when i stumble upon your blog.

Do you remember that I ever told you, if only you have any doubts about me, I need you to clear it up and clarify it with me. Reason being is, no matter how solid our relationship can be, with a crack, it will still crumble nonetheless.

When i stumble upon ur blog and read the post that you post, if you want me to be frank, it disappoints me. Reason being is that now i know why you act like this all along. Not only you have doubts about me, but you never told me, and assume that I am who you think. I really want you to know that....that's not me.

Quite a number of your posts focuses on how sweet other guys treat their gf and all, and then you start comparing me against them. Do you know how unfair that is? We guys dont have any standard guidelines that we must follow when we do things to our own girl. True, all of us love our girls, but that doest mean that we do similar things altogether. I'm not trying to blame you or boasting or anything, but do i ever complain to you on how other gf treat their bf or stuff like that? I want to feel so too, but i always tell myself that, you have ur own way on doing things, and i appreciate it more than anything else already.

I want you to know hun, that I love you, and even though that u think I dont mean mine, I actually really really mean mine, and that is why, i always want the best thing for you.

I hope you checked my blog and read this post, coz i dont think i can bring this up to you since it'll lead to quarell :(

2009-10-13T04:42:00.002+08:00

This post is...for you

For ages, I've been wondering, what actually cause the cause? You told me it's important, I told you that I found it stupid, but nevertheless, we never talk again, for months. Maybe it's just me, or maybe it's just you, or maybe it's just the long gap that was created between us, but well, I found us well drifted apart alrd.

I tried to talk to you again ytd, like strike up a convo to make things not so quiet between us. But apparently, you've changed so much, that sometimes I cant believe it's you anymore. What's with the usage of vulgarities now? And what's with the weird way of speaking now? Where is the girl that I used to know?

I was walking home just now, and like usual, walking home means more time for me to think about stuffs. And just happen it fells on the topic of you again. So, i was walking and thinking about the past, coz that is the exact road I took when I was calling my best friend in Australia like 1 and a half years ago, when we 1st met. It still fresh in my mind, how excited I was and how happy I was. But it certainly changed now.

The last time we went out, do you know that i thought you might have change already? Coz u really speak and act like how we used to talk and all. And i'm very happy coz i notice that you tried to strike out so many convo when i'm all quiet in the beginning, and on that moment, I thought maybe I'm the one at fault, coz I'm the one that's all quiet and non responsive. But guess what, once we reached home again, it's just another "hi bye" convo.

I've had had enuff i guess. This whole yes and no relationship between us, and dont be naive and start thinking that relationship should only be that way, is just nothing but a drag. Thus, I hereby saying this, I'm severing all our ties off alrd. I'll think of you no more, and I'll remember you no more. When people ask me about you, I'll make sure my response to them is "Huh, who is she? Do i know her?"

Never wanted it to end this way, honest, never wanted it to be like this. So, okay, all the best in your life. Lets talk again when you are a bit more....mature yeah, wabbit...?

2009-10-11T18:45:00.002+08:00

She told me about, how it will be nice if the 1st moment of us kissing and holding hands and all are done slowly.. And i always thought "neahz, it'll be quite boring"

Apparently, it's not. Haha!

There's this girl that i like, well, i dont want to use the L word juz yet, but then again, im pretty sure that both of us knows how we feel towards each other. As a matter of fact, i intended to record down what happen ytd here actually, but i think it'll be juz best if i can keep it to myself for this.

For the future me,if you kinda forgot who i am talking about, here's a name for you: Elvina :D Search it through your mind yeah? :D

For the readers, here'll be where i'll say cya till next post. Wish me all the best with her? HAHA!!
(kinda contradicting with the last post, dont you think? But then again, me and her also nothing much yet now, so, well, we are taking it slow enuff, arent we? :D)

2009-09-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

Haha, how long alrd since i last blog? =x Can you believe it, I cant even remember what is my bloglink anymore =x and not to mention, my blog pw is like uber long -.- Yeah, i just realized it.. Any prob with that? XD Kay, lets do some update I just reach sg this morning, after 2 weeks off vacation in Seattle, Wa visiting my bro. Honestly, there is a HUGE difference between sg ppl and american. The way they talk, the way they greet you, the way they start convo, the way they throw you a smile, the way they simply say "oh no no, you are fine, I'm just taking a cup", cutting long to short, if you feel shitty, TALK TO A DAMN AMERICAN, and they'll make your day XD This makes me more motivated to find some ang moh girl to be my gf XD Kay, joke aside (not the polite-america part, duh), I really thinking of continuing my studies in America after my degree in sg. It really does feel good to be there, honest. Speaking about studies, it really dawn to me that in the age of 19, i really have not much time to fool around anymore. True, i admit that I'm addicted to gaming, and as if that's not bad enough, I also admit that I'm addicted to relationship, and that's really not helping me much. 3 years down the road, I need to work off, and gather enuff money for my master if I were to continue in America. At the same time, if i were to go to America for master, that means, throughout the 3 years, i NEED to take the degree too.. And to top it off, I really really only want to get married 1 year after i done my master. Taking into account of anything, I only can get married around 26-27 years old. That means, when my kid is my age, i'll be 50 alrd, and that's too old.. And suddenly, it just felt like my life is crumpled up and cramped up now.. And this is why, I want to remind my future self, if I were to re read my blog one day: I promise, from this day onward, I'll change.. I'll change bit by bit becoming better. It doesnt matter if it's just a small step at a time, but I really really want to change for the better.. I want to stop gaming, I want to spend my time becoming outdoor guy instead of indoor guy, I want to dedicate myself to God, and most importantly, I DO NOT want to get addicted into relationship anymore. (look around for girls, yeah, but not relationship) As i was typing this, it felt so impossible for the now me, but readers, if there's any, please, I need your help if you are reading this, remind me every now and then about my promise to myself yeah? I will not be able to do anything without the help of you guys too.. So please.. I owe you guys one yeah...

2009-09-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

Aww, you are sick today.. The absence of you today make me realize, perhaps, all along i took you for granted alrd.. Perhaps, all along, i thought, I can do whatever i want, and yet you'll still come and find me at the end of the day.. But just a day of not talking to you make me realize, i DO miss you..

There's so much thing I want to share about, and yet, you sounded so weak.. I wanted to talk to you more, and yet, you doesnt sound okay at all.. I just hope that you are much better by 2mr..

I promise, I will try not to take you for granted anymore.. Get well soon, kay?

2009-08-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

it's actually the last day of my 3rd year 1st semester alrd..

Was walking back home with zakia and friends just now, and when we were about to part, I just realised, we have actually become friend for almost a full year now.. Now now, if it's normal friend, it's nothing new, but for goodness sake, it's in the everchanging RP! So, yeah, to me, it's pretty amazing

When i was in the train though, i just realized that the friends that i hang around with this semester..I might not be able to see them anymore.. It's like, as if, i'm almost missing them.. Micro econ people, you guys are just the craziest bunch i ever met, i swear.. Thx for making my micro econs day enjoyable XD

Holiday officially starts for me alrd, starting 2mr.. Somehow, instead of feeling happy and relieved, i felt kinda sad.. It's like, i still cant believe that next week, i wont be seeing my friends anymore.. almost.....unbelievable.. Ah well, 2 years in RP alrd, i should've get used to it soon

Kay, since it's holiday time alrd, there'll be some stuffs that i need to settle then.. Hope by the end of the holiday, whatever confusion im facing right now is all straighten up alrd..

Mm, i kinda ran out of idea what to type here already now.. Guess i'll call it a day, and start thinking how am i going to spend my 1st night of freedom! XD

Till next post, adios XD

2009-08-20T08:46:00.002+08:00

I actually decided to blog..

But when i typed halfway, i lost motivation.. Gyahaha!! ah well

Classes kinda ended alrd.. These 3 days will be my last time seeing my friends of this sem.. Mmm, gotta admit, though I experienced it for almost 4 times alrd, i still find it a bit hard to leave my friends behind.. Esp the micro econs and sales management's.. *sniff sniff*

UT 3 in a few more hour.. Pray hard for me yeah? Though most prolly when you guys read this post, i took it like hours and hours ago alrd.. Hahaha!! Ah well, im gonna play some game to de-stress myself 1st.. Adios amigos

2009-08-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

Was walking home alone just now after school.. Been a while alrd since i actually walk home by myself. It actually gave me time to think over stuffs, though it might be a random one, ranging from big problem, to small problem.. Haha

Lots of stuff happens recently. My life suddenly get soo busy. In less than 12 hr, i need to head down to school to meet up with my friends and do my FYP presentation.. Kinda nervous, if i were to be honest.. Ah well, hope everything went well 2mr then..

Cant believe it's august alrd, and singapore independence day is drawing near.. I still can remember vividly the image of last year's singapore independence day.. It's 1 year alrd, and yet, it still feels like it have been only months away only.. *shake head*

I think it'll be best for me to go to bed alrd now, considering i still need to wake up early 2mr.. All I can do now, is to hand everything to His hand alrd. He shall provide me :D

"Baby, baby, listen.."
"Hmm? What's up?"
"Sshh.. Listen, listen.. Ah, here goes..
This is home, truly, where am i suppose to be...."

Do you know, i still remember vividly how i grinned and smiled just by knowing that you remember that I love that song a lot?

2009-08-03T10:03:00.002+08:00

Misc. Person: Everybody make way for the King!
Misc. Person: This way, sir.
King: So you are the young boy who saved the world.
Joe: Yes, your Highness.
King: You will be rewarded for your bravery. What is it that you want? Gold? Silver?
Joe: No, your Highness.
King: Is it land?
Joe: No, sir.
King: Well, what is it then?
Joe: I dont seek any more, for I have already acquired a gift in my heart.

Makes me wonder, what this Joe guy have acquired that it surpass gold, silver, and land reward from the king after he save the world.. This something must be very precious, wont it? I want this "gift" also..

2009-07-27T12:48:00.002+08:00

I want to taste something totally new.. Something i never experience before.. I crave on discovery, to know more about something new, something that will make me say "Wow, i never knew it can be done this way"

At times, i thought back of all the magical feeling and how i missed the feeling.. It's almost as if it's irreversible..

I wonder...will i be able to feel that taste again with you?

2009-07-23T12:38:00.002+08:00

6 Days since the last post.. So much things happen during these 6 days, and yet, i didnt manage to blog it down =x So, maybe im gonna summarize it up quick, and get on with my report (yes! i am a procrastinator! So what?! :p)

Went down to causeway to get a new polo t shirt with a friend of mine.. Coz apparently, when she pointed it out, i do realize i do not have any shirt that with collar, so that day after school, we went down to causeway and get a polo tee, it's a white one, and im actually debating within myself, should i wear it 2mr, or should it wear it during zone concert itself? In any case, my whole view about polo tee have changed! XD

2ndly,like what u have read earlier on,im actually stuck in lib now, and supposedly to finish up my reports that i should hand in to my leader by the end of the day, but as you can see, im bloggin halfway through my work.. Haha!!

3rdly, i resolve on cutting my intake of redbull.. This is all thanks to the encouragement that people around me gave, and also the tiny wee bit health conscious whisper within myself. XD

Last but not least, though it seems that my life is kinda screwed up at the moment (Fyp, Uts 2 days consecutively, lousy grades and the habit of coming school late), somehow i still feel happy about it. Yeah, i admit that constant past recalling still happen, and when it does, it stung a little, but beside that (oh, i cant believe im saying this) i found that single life is not that bad at all!! XD

K, gonna go back to my report now.. Busy time~~
Till next time mates

2009-07-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

"Yue Ding" is playing as i'm typing now..

I wonder, how are you? How have you been? Will you still say hi to me when you saw me?
I really want to talk to you, maybe at least one more time..

Everything went so abrupt that i dont even have time to say goodbye to you.. Do you know that even till now, as i climb the stairs up to my house, as i run the slope down from the bus stop, everything still remind me of you?

"Do you ever love me then?"
"yes, all the time" you answered..
That itself, make me happier than ever already..

Gosh, just by typing this makes me miss u even more and more.. It have been 2 years, will you really re-appear as sudden as how u disappear again 2 more years then? Hate to admit it, but i still miss you..

2009-07-15T05:22:00.000+08:00

It's 5:22am, and FYP meeting is in less than 6 hours.. Hmm, i just hope that i didnt doze off or wadever crap later..

I'm waiting for my friend to finish up their game now , so that we can have next game..
And as usual, when i'm bored, my mind will start to wander.. And this time, it wander to 1 week ago, when i went to Jonathan's house to learn guitar from him..

We were talking about what course i would like to take, if i were given a choice.. I had always want to study psychology, that's what i told them.. And when i were asked why, i said, coz it will then enable me to know what my talking partner's thinking.. Whether they are lying or not.. Which then they ask "But do you really want to know what the other's are thinking?"

This question actually really taken me aback.. I mean, the most logical and correct answer for this question, should definitely be yes, wouldnt it? Who want to be lied at, seriously? But then again, do we really always want the truth?

"Truth hurts" they say.. But there's also "Once bitten twice shy".. So, question is, do we really always want to know the truth?

2009-07-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

I felt a bit more diligent today, so here am i, blogging again

Today's no fun.. I got a bit sickly.. Didnt manage to turn up for 4th service.. Dang..
All my joints are hurting, head is hurting, and worst is: slight fever..
Assuming this "illness" is mini H1N1, this means, it's their 2nd wave alrd.. Since last time also like that alrd.. So, question for the day: How long will i survive their bombardment? Ans is quite simple actually XD

Play a match of Dota against Enoch just now.. It's quite a fun game.. We lost the 1st round, but after we are able to analyze their tactic, we manage to return the favour XD

Okay, im gonna continue crapping around in MSN now.. So, adios amigos XD

2009-07-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

Okay, lets blog..

So, i just reformat my com, and God decided to bless me with the ability to play SIM 3 and Fable in my com now.. I know, Fable is old game and all, but this is one of my fav game, so, back off..

"With greater power, come greater responsibility" - Spiderman 2
It does feel good to bond more with God and His people.. XD Just came bck from Joan's hse for meeting and wii session.. Ytd is even more fun, since CG is conducted in my house.. IT WAS AN AWESOME ONE TOO!! XD

Things with Raine is more complicated now.. I feel like we are drifting away bit by bit alrd.. Though she's juz beside me now, seldom have i talk to her and play with her alrd..

Remember the old William from last year April? I begin to change bit by bit towards that alrd.. Nope, no more pain and all, it's juz this weird feeling left.. Wound are closing, baby!! XD

Just to be honest, i'm still scared of the future and all.. but i rather be a blind man walking and depend on God than an-able-seeing man that depend on his own eyes.. So, God, back me up yeah?? I wont hold back on asking what i want alrd now XD

Friday Blast!

2009-06-27T12:36:00.000+08:00

Wew, ytd was a blast.. It was a care group meeting cum bbq party.. It have been a while since i attend a bbq party.. Haha! Raine came along, and i thought i'll be entertaining her, but instead, adeline, and the rest are the one that entertain her.. Sorry babe, it's juz becoz I want to take the opportunity to know and talk to more NYPCG ppl.. Okok, lets not jump too fast 1st.. Lets start from....morning..

Class was quite fun.. What we suppose to do ytd was to sell off stuffs from "Sui!" shop.. It's like a shop in my poly.. We need to sell off 3 items which are: card holder box, a short umbrella (like those you can collapse in one), and a pink small size tee shirt.. Now, tell me, card holder iss till logica, but umbrella?? and small size pink tee??? who'll buy those within campus complex?? But that's not the end of the story

My team head down and decided that, there's nowhere else better than the campus entrance, coz that's where people will walk in and out, so, we tried to sell there.. One rejection after another is wad we got.. Then we try canteen, and that's when i manage to sold off my card holder.. Words just cant describe how i felt that time.. Fine, a bit exaggeration, but that's how happy i was!! Now, left the 2 impossible stuff.. Out of the 2 impossible stuffs, we decided that the tee is the least likely to be sold off.. So, we focus more on umbrella.. But lo and behold, when we approach a faci to sell our umbrella, he's more interested in the tee!! So, the tee sold off and we return the umbrella to the Sui! shop instead.. It was so much fun!! :D

After class, me and joan head down to ferrer park for the bbq party.. That's when the fun begin.. Met up with Glendon (is this how his name spelled? O_o) and Josiah.. Now, these 2 people, according to them, they came often... which is weird, since i fail to see them whenever i go to arrow or sun service.. So, i decided to talk and make friend with them.. Haha, Glendon is kinda quiet =x I juz hope to see him more often :D

The most exciting part is not the party or wadsoever though, the most exciting one was Bridget's invitation for me to be befriender!! It was like, i WANT to be in that team alrd, and all that's stopping me was, the fear of not being able to commit, and the fear of being rejected, if i were to ask for the position.. But once again, lo and behold, God Himself arrange everything for me.. Truly amazing.. For the fear of not being able to commit, know wad? I dont give a damn of it anymore.. Let Him arrange it up for me again.. He give me this position, i'm very very sure, He'll equip me ability to do it.. So, 2mr 145, i'll be meeting the rest for my very 1st befriender meeting.. I better not be late.. haha!

K,uh, now......i gotta find a way to send my RJ off to my faci.. Gyahaha! See you all folks!!

Ps: Victor came for the bbq party, and he looks cool with the "botak" hair! XD

2009-06-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

This is scary, and im not kidding about it.. We just discussed on how H1N1 flu spread so freaking fast in class this morning in RP, and guess wad im down now with? A freaking major flu.. Meh, u draw your own conclusion, im not saying anything.. I juz hope this is done and over with ASAP -.-

Class was boring today.. I know, me myself found it weird too.. I mean, it's microecon, and usually, i should be enjoying it.. But today's class, it's just so......dry and so......idk.. They are just so quiet today, and so stressful.. Many of us keep thinking want to just skip halfway.. None actually done it though.. Ah well, hope it will be much better next week..

I was walking home just now, and i was thinking about my life, how it changed for these past few weeks and months.. How everything seems so different now.. And somehow, from there, i actually thought of a few girls that's involved in my life now.. No no, not gf or anything, just friends.. So, anyway, as i think about them, i cant help but classify some of them into some certain groups, and this is what i come out with (and oh, this is by the perspective on how they take relationship):

-Typical Singapore Girl
This group is kinda hilarious.. Sometime, i dont know what they are thinking.. I mean, they like to come to me and ask what they should do and all, when their bf is lying to them, or cheating them or wadsoever.. They are like "i know he's cheating on me....but i still want to be together with him..." I mean, cmon girls, wake up! If u want to be together with him, though u know you have been cheated, DONT WHINE ABOUT IT!! It really is frustrating to hear those whines..

-Emo type of girls
So, like the name suggest, this group like to live in the dark part of their life, and be sad and all.. But you know wad i think? This group just want attention! They goes saying around "boohoo, he dump me, i cant take it anymore, this and that......" AND "....though there's this guy that say he likes me though..but i still cant forget him" I mean, cmon, so, you know there's someone likes you and ready to make you feel better and all, so, why the **** are you still mopping around?? What else if it's not attention seeker? Like trying to say "Aww, pity me.... Im so pitiful.. I cant take it anymore... Help me, stop me from commiting suicide, coz im gonna suicide now, if you dont" Oh gosh....

Actually, there are a few more, but i cant really think about it now.. Not to mention, this flu is irritating me now.. And not only that, I WANT TO PLAY PROTOTYPE!!! WHY BOOBIES LAPTOP CAN PLAY AND MINE CANNOT?!?!?!? (oh, boobies is a nick for one of my classmates coz of his super hearing that can catch the word boobies from super far range XD)

Im ending it here now.. See you guys again soon!

2009-06-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

Wew, been more than a week since i post eh? Haha

Raine and me have made quite and improvement.. Our hardwork have really been paid off, though this last week, we practice less and less together alrd.. I mean, school starting and all.. Well, im sorry Raine :(

1st week of school didnt went too well.. Out of 4 days, i skipped one day, which is marketing.. Out of 3 RJs, none was done.. I swear, im really really still in holiday mood, and i want to get out of it ASAP.. Not to mention, the UT on Friday, which is microecon's UT, screw me up pretty badly.. Microecon is one of my "not so bad" module, and i thought i will be able to make it, but damn it, not even a single curve comes out, and instead, the questions are like &^E#$%^&*( -.-

On the lighter note, Cherry is back from Taiwan! Truth to be told, im not sure whether i'm suppose to be excited or not.. But then again, heck with it.. I'll juz go with the flow~~

I think i should rest early for tonight, i guess. These few days, my sleeping time and body clock have totally screwed up.. I sleep when people is eating, i eat when ppl's brushing teeth, i play game when people is sleeping, and i wake up when people is going through half of their days off alrd.. This is juz insane.. Speaking of insane, lots of things that i rather not say happen nowadays, and it really are driving me insane -.- Guess i should go and talk to some ppl about it..

Well, that's all for now folks.. I'll try to keep it updated.. So, check it out every now and then k? :D

2009-06-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh, been a while since i blog isnt it? Haha, lots of things happen in these 4 days, i swear

1st of all, my dearest friend from RPCG gonna go for his duty calls a.k.a NS alrd.. His name's Victor,and he have really been a good friend of mine though we just knew each other not very long ago.. I didnt manage to write him much of "goodluck-in-army" wish in the book that we, RPCG, gave to him ytd.. But well, I'm pretty much sure that what's more important is not the writing, but the memories and God is the reasons that we will still be close even when he complete his army stuff alrd.. Thx dude, for the free guitar lessons and all the time you have spent waiting for me and all.. Haha! Raine and I will do you proud once you're out of Army :D

2nd, i just had a longest talk for the past few months.. Yes, it was with a girl, and no, it's nothing like that (whatever you guys have in your mind lah hor).. It was with Joan, a girl from my CG, and though initially i thought it's just going to be a short talk, it turns out, talking to her is very interesting.. We shared a lot of things about our experience in church, and also things around in CG.. It makes me feel more.....closer to CG.. Knowing (almost) each and every things that I wanna know about what's happening around actually.. We were just talking all the way, with some occasional pause due to someone msged me or call me or wadever, and before we know it, it's 4am alrd.. Time really does flies when you enjoy it.. And conclusion of the talk, i felt that there is this call that i need to "fulfill" which is to make the cg more enjoyable.. Dont get me wrong, they are whole bunch of fun people alrd, true, but there are just still silent discomfort, and even without Joan sharing it with me, i can personally feel it too.. Well, when you cant beat them......CHANGE them!! :D RPCG will be my utopia! :D:D Talking to her also made me realize, Indeed sometimes she look and does things very very serious, and thus, make a lot of people fear her, which i find it quite funny, since i NEVER scared of Joan! Hahahah! But more than that, i also discover a very interesting and revelating fact, that even though she is super serious, deep down inside, she IS, afterall, a GIRL.. :D

I'm gonna dedicate this line to God, who have given me a very good, awesome, and useful holiday these 2 weeks.. In just 2 weeks time, I'm much closer with CG ppl.. In just 2 weeks time, I know how to play "The more I seek You".. In just 2 weeks time, I know my organizing skill is not really that bad.. In just 2 weeks time, I know breaking up is not something major and worth to cry over.. In just 2 weeks time, He show me that how much He had loved me, how much He loves me and how much He will be loving me... Oh Lord, I just want to thank you for all these time Lord.. Thank you for giving me bunch of good friends when You know that I totally cant take loneliness, Lord.. You know I just cant stand loneliness and through this bunch of friends, You make me realize how MUCH I need You Lord.. Thank you, thank you, thank you.... I really think they really should create a whole total new word in english to express my gratitude to You Lord, for the word "Thank you" just cant be enough to cover this gratitude of mine Lord..

"You say you want all of me.. I wouldnt want it any other way!!!"

Holiday's coming to an end, and it have been a real fun holiday indeed.. School's opening soon, and indeed, we as human cant always stay in comfort zone.. So, no, I cant face the reality that i'll need to go to school soon, nor will i choose to go to school voluntarily, not to mention score good grades in classes that both i love and i hate.. So, what can I do? Nothing.. I will lie this life of mine to Him and let him shape the whole day for me.. I'll just be trusting in Him that my days will be good, and good it shall be!! :D

PS: Raine and I have really practice a lot, and our shi-fu de shi-fu will be teaching us instead on the next arrow!! I'm just excited and i cant contain it anymore!! WOHOOOO

2009-06-07T20:27:00.001+08:00

7th of June.. Sigh...

It's a boring day today.. Sleep in and decided to skip 4th service.. This is a bad choice though, coz it actually make my whole day get freaking boring -.- Ah well

Spent whole day browsing crap net and playing crap game only.. Fortunately, when im bored, Raine's faithfully available for me.. Spent most of my afternoon off with her.. What pisses me off though, is i lost the pick.. And most of the afternoon i strum using lib card or top up card instead -.- freaking frustrated loh.. Good thing is, i begin to be able to finger-place without looking at Raine anymore.. I'm so proud of myself! Haha!! :D

My "housemate" juz came back bringing me my dinner and new pick for Raine!! Wohooo!! Now can play better with Raine alrd!! She's going out and staying over at her friend house again though.. So, i guess it's going to be another alone night again then.. Or maybe not, since i have Raine! :D

Raine, Raine, Raine, Raine.... I juz cant let go of her.. Mm.. I wonder how long my love and passion to her will last.. Well, no use thinking about it anw, coz for now, i just want to spend more and more time with her!! (Zakia, it's a matter of time only before u start crying :D)

Well, this shall be all for now.. Ja ne~~

2009-06-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

It's a bit too early for me to blog, i know, but well, i don't want to miss blogging today.. So, better be early than sorry

Juz woke up and felt really freshen esp after the whole 2 days of activities that involved no sleeping ytd.. Things start to get a bit disappointing here and there.. I just dont know how to put it in.. What i can hope is, it get better soon..

Fine fine, i wont beat about the bush and pretend to blog for the sake of blogging.. YES! it IS 6th of June.. -.- It have been 1 year since "we" know each other.. I actually told zakia about this few days ago, and she ask "well, do you think she'll think about it this way also then?" Yeah, if you by any chance are reading this, i would like to ask u the same qn, do you?

With that said, I actually spent sometime in the morning juz now, thinking of what i've achieved for the past 1 year.. Suddenly, what seems so long felt so short.. 1 year have certainly passed and yet,i felt like i havent achieved much things....at least, that's how i see it this morning.. Sad isnt it? 1 year, and i wasted it... "William screwed around and now he havent achieved anything.. He's thrown his life away.." (Laugh away, Zakia! :D)

Like the chocolate that i like....that's how our memories were: bitter sweet..

2009-06-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

Soft kiss and wine
what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined

I dont know why, but i have the urge to put that line in this post.. Perhaps it is because that song is playing as i blog..

Wew, it have been a while since i blog huh? Holiday starting alrd.. And i know i'm suppose to do FYP instead of slacking around, but well, holiday mood is just here and ARGH!! I JUZ CANT RESIST IT!! There, i said it..

Well, like i say, holiday is here alrd.. And it bring back some memories.. Memories that......ah, forget it, i shall write more of this on ChronicleOfLife instead.. On a lighter note, things really get better for me.. Lets just say, im not as bored as a few days ago now.. Not to mention, my family all went back to Indo alrd, so it's just me and the whole house now.. Yes, u didnt read wrongly, I'm leaving all alone now.. And i REALLY REALLY want to abuse this freedom at least once... Only, i dont have the chance to do it....YET >:D

Hmm, it's my 2nd day of solitude and as i spent my afternoon at home today, i was thinking.. The whole house that used to be so...lively, suddenly feel so quiet.. Is this how my grandma felt all along? With no one to talk to and all, it does feel very....boring.. And this is only day 2.. i wonder how long i can last..

Well, folks, that should be all for now.. Im gonna continue to go back enjoy my wads...i mean, holiday.. HAHA! Cheerio

Almost 1 year since it happen

2009-05-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

Tik tok tok tok.. Im waiting for the time to fly only.. Hmm, this opening sounds very familiar.. Ah, doesnt matter

Well, June hol is starting, and things getting,well, as hard as i gonna say this, boring.. I mean, there are nothing else to look forward to.. No more "fucked up class" or "fun class".. No more "I gonna get A 2mr!" nor "ah fuck it, i gonna slack a lot 2mr".. Well, life is always a double head coin, so wad can i say?

Organize an outing for RPCG ytd, and though personally i found it quite disappointing since there are only 7 ppl that shows up out of....idk hw many ppl in rpcg =x But according to Derek, i done a very good job alrd, since the 1st outing he plan, only 3 ppl turn up.. He entrust me to organize an outing for bball again, but i dont think it will be that easy, since this one will req bball skill ppl only.. In any case, Jonathan challenge me to badminton game on tue.. This is gonna be interesting >:)

Young just called me and ask me to go clememnti 2mr. Mm, i can see a lan session coming up 2mr.. I'll be meeting Young at 10, while Wj and few of his friend will come over at 12pm.. Left 4 dead, seems like it have been a long time since i play that game.. Haha!

I always feel this....absence within me.. It's like as if im incomplete and i need something to complete it.. Whenever i think about this, it will just make me more and more frustrated.. It's like.....there is juz this void.. that cant be explained by words.. Now, to counter this, in my mind always have the thought "if she can make it, so can I also!" and no, the she is not mt.. Why will it be mt anw? -.-

It have been a few days now.. Maybe you thought i've forgotten about it, but the truth is, im still waiting.. I'll still wait even though it will take 1 week, or 1 month, or 1 year (fine, im juz joking about the 1 year, but yes, i am still waiting)

2009-05-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

I want to blog, but i dont want to blog. So, it's going to be a short post filled with all my frustration and vex.

Today i skipped SM class again, thinking of going out with my friend. Ends up? I caught myself in a freaking outward situation coz her sis tag along and her mum tag along at the earlier time. I was like "wtf? wtf?" Not to mention, her attitude of being "host" is totally sux.. I mean, it's weird enuff for me alrd that her sis and mum tag along, and yet, she still talk to her family more, so im like the total extra. cant blame her totally, but still, common sense and social skill please?

Arrived home, thinking want to play Dota.. So, guess wad world try to piss me off with? Yeah, i cant connect to bnet AGAIN! That really pissed me off greatly that i even need to resort to garena with some player i manage to drag from my clan in bnet.. this is freaking frustrating alrd -.-

To add insult to injury, i thought i want to make a gathering for RPCG 2mr since there is no Arrow. And guess wad? I thought at least more will turn up, but in the end, only 6. Initially, the number is not even this great. And it really frustrate me, coz after all the planning i put in, it still fail.. I juz CANT tolerate planned failure.

The only "happy" thing that happen to me is, cherry's waiting for my call. Not to mention how sweet she is when she try to cheer me up when i told her my frustration.. She's juz.....amazing..

That should be all for nw. Im still abit pek chek (or however u want to spell it, I DONT CARE) now. Pui *spit on the ground*.. Idk why i like to do that, but when im frustrated, i always like to just freaking spit on ground. Urgh..

Like what i said on previous previous post, perhaps u wont be seeing my post, or maybe u will someday.. But i really want to thank you for always being there when i'm really down.. Thx a lot for everything yeah?

2009-05-26T20:37:00.001+08:00

My 2nd day skipping marketing.. Hmm, really should break this habit.. Reason: I woke up late and thus miss whole 1st meeting. Realizing that, i head down to lib instead of class today.. I only reach lib ard 11am.. Since it should be ard C group's break time, i ask zakia and wj to go down lunch. In the end, today's a tough day for them, and they cant make it for lunch. And honest, a day without lunch with them move reallllly slow.. That's why, when the time strike 4pm, i was overjoyed! Moreover, we are going to watch movie after that.. So, off we go to causeway to watch. Haha!!

We watched night at the museum 2.. It's really funny, i swear.. Haha! If only i know, i'll watch the 1st one also.. Haha!!!

Im guessing it's a few more days till the bishan int is opening up the circle line extension.. Final touch is been added here and there and it really look fresh.. It's really nice..

Last but not least, June holiday's coming, and guess wad? I had it all planned to make it fun alrd! :D I'll be all alone in singapore, and thus, i'll be more freeeee! Wohoooo!!

Ok, i shall get busy with disturbing people and all now.. Till next post, cheerio~!

Memories lives on, it's undeniable that it have become part of me.. I dont know how, if u manage to do it, to erase them completely and treat it as a whole new thing totally.. Yes, at times i still think of you.. So, what's the diff then, you ask? Well, diff is, i'm sure that it will not affect my life at all anymore..

2009-05-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Haha, i thought i can dont need sleep for the day. And i actually stay awake all the way till 5 am.. haha! Fall asleep only at 6 am and woke up at 9 am.. And that's when i have a class at 10 am.. Am i pro or am i pro? Haha!

Late and missed the whole 1st meeting. But manage to catch up with the rest on the 1st break. It's not a very hard module today.. And guess wad, i had my 1st UT today.. It's SM UT.. Surprisingly, found it quite easy and i answered most of it correctly. i WANT an A for this UT, idc..

Speak of A, Shermaine did well for her exam! Way to go!! She really working hard for what she's aiming.. Ok, my turn to work hard too le :D

Oh oh, Bishan Int is finishing alrd! The platform toward JE is aired with aircon and closed alrd now.. WOOOOO!!! NO MORE HOT AIR WHEN WAITING FOR TRAIN TO WOODLANDS!!!

Maybe it's just me.. Or maybe you can feel it too.. But i want you to know, that sometimes, i DO miss you :D

2009-05-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ytd went for Play! and it left me tired and exhausted after that.. It was really fun! :D Initially, i thought it's going to be boring and im a bit lazy to go. But upon reaching......you wont have the idea on how high i was. :D

Praise and worship starts at 7 and guess wad? I experienced unquenchable thirst, literally.. Bottles and bottles of water i down without feeling bloated.. haha!! It's quite fun though

Today's yet another fun day.. When i woke up though, i experience muscle pains everywhere in my body, but thanks Lord, it's much better now.. Haha!

Life's been a roller coaster these few days, and im trusting in God and believe this is just a "sonic boom" period of mine.. Let troubles and crisis and everything bad attack me now.. I would want to see how far i can go to endure anw.. I'm trusting in Him that He will settle everything for me.. Mm, this is just how my God works.. :D

Well, 2mr is BPM and my 1st UT in my 3rd year.. Hope everything went well.. I'll try to remember to post again 2mr then.. Gotta go bathe and have my dinner now.. Cya :D

What used to seem like your sweet, sincere and i'll-do-anything-to-see-that-smile-again smile only seems like a sarcastic and mocking smile to me now. Maybe it's just me being bias, but that's really how it seems to me..

Retarded Friday

2009-05-22T18:01:00.000+08:00

It's friday, and I'm suppose to end my weekend feeling happy and victoriously, but not today.. It's SM class, and though i usually do really well on it, today's not the case..

I thought i can do it, honest. I thought i wont screw it up, i thought it's going to be easy. I had everything planned in my mind every single word i want to say, i had it in my mind. Me and my team head down to LT (lecture theater) to do our final presentation in front of "GMs". I was soo confident that everything's going to be ok, that when the faci ask who want to go 1st, i shot my hand up as soon as I can. Everything went that well till when i need to face the audience on the stage... Guess wad happen? Yeah... I blanked out.. FUCK IT, I SWEAR!! Im fucking disappointed on myself right now that i cant even feel happy at all now.. What used to be excitement feeling for Play! 2mr, felt like some crappy shit that make me feel lazy to go out 2mr.. I really hate myself today, really..

Bishan interchange station is finishing soon.. I would really like to test ride the circle line one day.. It's just yet a promise i made to myself.. It look so beautiful, and yet, it doesnt make me feel nice at all when i look at it..

Good thing is, talked to Cherry more and more nowadays, and we decided that we are going out on this june holiday. I know i know, fyp is straining us and all, but it's just 1 day, just let me have some fun time lah -.-

I really want to put something that i'm thinking right now here, but honestly, i dont know what to put.. Im just so tired of thinking and all alrd now.. Im going to take a nap, and wake up much later.. Cya guys till next post

2009-05-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

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Im pretty nervous nw.. 2mr gotta wear formal, and i only have 1 rather formal shirt.. I really hope it's acceptable 2mr.. Why formal clothes? Coz sales management module presentation will be presented in front of GMs from other company (or so i heard). Half of me hope it's wrong, coz it'll be very.....nerf wrecking.. Though other part of me want it to be true, i mean it's sooner or later thing mah.. 1 day, i WILL need to face these kind of people also..

Been skipping RJs these few days... Bad habbit.. Shall start doing RJ more often again now.. Oh Lord, kick this laziness habit away from me yeah? thx a lot :D

Talked to Shermaine online just now.. Gosh, i swear, she can be really sweet.. Haha.. Everyone have their past, you can either look at it as a scar that was caused due to careleness or u can see it as a scar that make u look tougher.. Dont worry about the past loh :D

Emotion running wild now.. Keep recalling the past and all.. Fucked up, i know.. Perhaps it's just a metamorphosis period of mine.. Lets hope so yeah yeah? :D

Passed Theater on the bay ytd, after service for dinner.. Suddenly the voice pops out in my head "Singapore scenery is just great isn't it? Got merlion, got cargo ships, got half built building" which immediately been followed by ur laughter.. I'm not gonna lie, and i really DO miss that time..

2009-05-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

They say "He can make it one! If only he's not so lazy! He's like this now becoz he's lazy! His laziness will kill him someday" All he can say is "Fuck you! I do what i think is best to be done! I might slack sometime, but that doesnt mean I can be the most successful person in the whole earth even if i try! I tried my best, i know myself well enough and I DO NOT want to waste my effort to achieve something that's not even feasible.."

I'm really tired over these 2 days.. You can say that i dont really enjoy mon and tue class. I mean, they sure looks fun, but i really cant joke and all with them like how i joke with my thur and fri class.. When i finished my today's class, i'm quite surprised that i actually say out loud "And this is how my tue end!" with a big smile on the face and an excited tone.. Gonna be Wed 2mr, and fun classes will begin alrd.. Damn looking forward to it..

I want to post down my complain on life now, but i dont feel like posting much now alrd. So maybe, i'll just go share with someone else then.. Cya!

Maybe it's just me, but i really think that i begin to grow a bit crazy over you.. Maybe it sounds impossible, but like how u have tried your best, i will try my best to make it work also..

2009-05-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i come to blog alrd eh? Thing getting better for me now.. No more those screwed up feeling within....though challenges of life are still there.. Me and my team mates are rushing our FYP, and that doesnt make my mood good at all.. I hate people rushing me for things. I hate it when nothing is planned. I hate it when......gah, i juz hate FYP fullstop.

Lots of stuff i would like to type down actually.. But i dont know how to or where to start.. Haha.. But well, life in general is good, that's all i can say

I'm actually looking for someplace to listen to music, anyone have any recommendation? I mean, no, not like youtube or something.. Im talking about a database of songs, the place that will allow me to drown myself into thousands and thousands of random songs.. Anyone knew of such website?

I want my existance to be known. I want them to recognize me. No, im not attention seeker. I just dont want to be "yet another guy in my class". I'm working hard on it, and i will achieve it 1 day.

I dont think you'll ever read my blog (or maybe, just yet), but i really want you to know that i feel really happy when u show me ur appreciation for however small things that i've done for you.. Thanks.. ;)

2009-05-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

*yawn* good mooooorning world!! Oops, it's night time alrd.. Fall asleep on what's suppose to be a short nap sia.. I didnt even plan to take a nap.. Ah well, too tired i guess

Life's havent improved much yet since of my last post.. Still feel miserable for wadever reason it is..
In fact, the nap i mention above, it's becoz i feel so miserable that i cant do anything, and decided to just lie down..

It's like, take a paper, crumple it, toss it around in the mid air, that is how i felt within me actually.. I'm so.......lost and ARGH!!! -.-

On the bright side though, cherry entrusted me to encourage her before her exam, and initially, i cant think of any words to say, but after a while, i encourage her well, and she really like it!! It have been a while since someone appreciate me that much.. Thx cherry, u does make my life a better life..

Im gonna stop posting here i guess.. Cant think of what to post anymore for the day. Till next time

Staring at they sky, i recalled a scene from a book that said "though we are far now, we still share the same sky.. That thought alone make me feel closer to you"

2009-05-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

It's wednesday, and i had a day off today.. Waste away my morning by sleeping in for the day.. Ah, it have been a while since i do that.. Woke up to configure my final fantasy 8 game to make it not laggy. I only success fixing it about noon time, and by then, i need to go for lunch alrd.

Played FF8 at the afternoon till Tiong call me to go skype and play dota with the rest. Was quite a fun game, though we lost. Sigh..

Taking a break now, and using the time to read ichigo 100%. It's my 2nd time reading it, and usually, if i re read something, i'll grow bored of it, but when i re read ichigo 100%, i really do enjoy it again.. It kinda reminds me of my past, no not that im like manaka or something, but the past when im still reading this series. It really does bring back memories..

Ok, dinner time alrd now. i know the post is short, but then again, nothing interesting happen today. Oh oh! I cant wait for 2mr, for 2mr is micro-econ class!! SEE YOU GUYS SOON MY FUN CLASS!! :D

As i was reading ichigo 100%, deep inside me, i want to feel the feeling of being loved again....badly

2009-05-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure why, but i have a bad feeling about something now. It feel so twisted inside, and though i keep on trying to figure it out, it comes out to no avail. It felt like as if i forgot to do something important, something that will affect things greatly. Honest, it may sounds too exaggerating, but this is really how i feel now.. and i hate it.

How tempted i am to skip school again today, when i woke up just to see the time shows 830 alrd.. Indeed i made kristy to give me a morning call, but somehow, i fall asleep again after that. How frustrating.. But well, i manage to convince myself that school's gonna be fun today, and indeed it does turn out quite fun.

Zakia didnt go to school today coz she's still sick.. :( Get well soon!! Kinda miss her now, on how she like to joke around and everything. I bet when she saw this post she'll go "aww, i miss u too dude" LOL!!! :P

Lemme share life in generally for me now.. If u going to ask me "how are u?" i think i'll stick with "im not really fine, but i still can cope" Coz that is really how i feel. Previously i shared on i felt alrd, didnt i? The twisted and crumpled feeling.. Problem is, i dont only feel it now, but i felt it like almost most of the time nowaday. And whenever i felt that, i always try to find out, what causes it? I mean, honestly, i really dont know the freaking reason. Suddenly, it just felt so.....wrong. Suddenly the happy-go-lucky image that i tried to build shattered within these few days, and i dont even know why. And the qn of "what's bothering me" really bothers me a lot now.. It's almost same as saying im so frustrated that im frustrated right now. I'm confused that im confused now. And to make thing worse, it feel like, whatever that im missing now, is freaking important to me, only i cant put my finger into it just yet. Gah!

k, i shall stop here and think more on what's bothering me again 1st now. I really want to get out of this feeling ASAP -.-

2009-05-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

I give up.. Spent some time trying to figure out how to make "fake" BGM using imeem with zakia but apparently, sick zakia cant take too much pressure and went to sleep alrd.. Recover fast, wise one! :D

Skipped school today and went out to had fun with Kristy instead =x We didnt meet till around 12pm though. So, i met up with Sinting 1st,coz he said he will need to borrow charger from me since his is spoilt, then we head down to RP together. He proceed on to his class, whereas i made a detour to One Stop Center to pay up my school fee. Then head down to lib to slack around 1st. Took Death Note comic 10-11 and attempt to finish it.. It was getting interesting.. Kinda regret didnt finish it up last time.. Sitting in lib does bring back memories, but i shant be posting it here

Anw, after Kristy and I met up, we head down to the GV cinema in Jurong Point. Watched 1pm show, and after that went to swensens for high tea.. It have been a while since i eat at swensens, and wew, the food does feel nice! :D Had chicken bake rice and Chocolate crunch whereas she had swensens combo and double berries (yeah, i think this should be the name). It was pretty awesome! :D

Head home after that, and as i was feeling very tired, guess wad happen to me? I freaking FALL ASLEEP on train! All i know is i was at marsiling, and when i woke up, i heard "next stop, orchard" Funny thing is, for a split second, my mind still can think "why is it orchard alrd? Shouldnt they pass bishan before orchard?" And that is when i realize i miss my stop -.-

Quite a fun day, in conclusion, esp when Sinting told me that BPM today is tough, so going school might just fried my precious brain cells! :D Good thing, good thing.. Well, the night getting old now, but not old enuff for me to turn in yet, so im going to stop posting here and resume back wad im doing: fixing this blog to be a nicer place for both reader and poster! :D

2009-05-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

Wow, the move is finally done! It took me almost the whole day to change the blogskin and all..
I know i know, there is still this edit me list thingy, but i really dont know wad to put there just yet, so, im going to leave them alone 1st,till i know wad to do abt it next time.. Background song also nt slotted in yet, but i think by 2mr should be up alrd..

So, why the move? There are 2 reason actually.. 1st is becoz Shemin said she want to move blog coz she want to leave her past behind, which i think is a good idea.. When i told her this, she suggested me to change also, so here am i, in my new home blog :D Secondly, well, im going to use Chronicle of Life as my emotion dumping place[if any].. whereas, morning rain will be all the things that's well...ranbowy? :D

There are several stuffs i would like to blog down now, so, im going straight to the point now..

It's mother's day, so me and my family went out for lunch.. We went with my aunt and ate at Crystal Jade.. Gosh! Their food is awesome!! But the surprising part is when we get the bill.. It piles up to S$490++ !! I was like "wtf?? so ex arh?" But then again, my aunt is a rich, wad do i care? =x

Came back home after that, and went online.. Met this girl online and she's quite interesting! Her name is Crystal :D Nice meeting you. We have lots of similarity actually, and thus we can click easily.. Quite fun talking to her

Then as we talk now, shawn and the rest are yapping away on the other end of skype. Yup, i need to go play game with them alrd soon.. Then i think i shall stop the post here 1st then.. Till the next post! :D