Friday, May 29, 2009

I want to blog, but i dont want to blog. So, it's going to be a short post filled with all my frustration and vex.

Today i skipped SM class again, thinking of going out with my friend. Ends up? I caught myself in a freaking outward situation coz her sis tag along and her mum tag along at the earlier time. I was like "wtf? wtf?" Not to mention, her attitude of being "host" is totally sux.. I mean, it's weird enuff for me alrd that her sis and mum tag along, and yet, she still talk to her family more, so im like the total extra. cant blame her totally, but still, common sense and social skill please?

Arrived home, thinking want to play Dota.. So, guess wad world try to piss me off with? Yeah, i cant connect to bnet AGAIN! That really pissed me off greatly that i even need to resort to garena with some player i manage to drag from my clan in bnet.. this is freaking frustrating alrd -.-

To add insult to injury, i thought i want to make a gathering for RPCG 2mr since there is no Arrow. And guess wad? I thought at least more will turn up, but in the end, only 6. Initially, the number is not even this great. And it really frustrate me, coz after all the planning i put in, it still fail.. I juz CANT tolerate planned failure.

The only "happy" thing that happen to me is, cherry's waiting for my call. Not to mention how sweet she is when she try to cheer me up when i told her my frustration.. She's juz.....amazing..

That should be all for nw. Im still abit pek chek (or however u want to spell it, I DONT CARE) now. Pui *spit on the ground*.. Idk why i like to do that, but when im frustrated, i always like to just freaking spit on ground. Urgh..

Like what i said on previous previous post, perhaps u wont be seeing my post, or maybe u will someday.. But i really want to thank you for always being there when i'm really down.. Thx a lot for everything yeah?

xxShiroixx scribbled this at @ 9:50 PM