Monday, July 27, 2009

I want to taste something totally new.. Something i never experience before.. I crave on discovery, to know more about something new, something that will make me say "Wow, i never knew it can be done this way"

At times, i thought back of all the magical feeling and how i missed the feeling.. It's almost as if it's irreversible..

I wonder...will i be able to feel that taste again with you?

Thursday, July 23, 2009

6 Days since the last post.. So much things happen during these 6 days, and yet, i didnt manage to blog it down =x So, maybe im gonna summarize it up quick, and get on with my report (yes! i am a procrastinator! So what?! :p)

Went down to causeway to get a new polo t shirt with a friend of mine.. Coz apparently, when she pointed it out, i do realize i do not have any shirt that with collar, so that day after school, we went down to causeway and get a polo tee, it's a white one, and im actually debating within myself, should i wear it 2mr, or should it wear it during zone concert itself? In any case, my whole view about polo tee have changed! XD

2ndly,like what u have read earlier on,im actually stuck in lib now, and supposedly to finish up my reports that i should hand in to my leader by the end of the day, but as you can see, im bloggin halfway through my work.. Haha!!

3rdly, i resolve on cutting my intake of redbull.. This is all thanks to the encouragement that people around me gave, and also the tiny wee bit health conscious whisper within myself. XD

Last but not least, though it seems that my life is kinda screwed up at the moment (Fyp, Uts 2 days consecutively, lousy grades and the habit of coming school late), somehow i still feel happy about it. Yeah, i admit that constant past recalling still happen, and when it does, it stung a little, but beside that (oh, i cant believe im saying this) i found that single life is not that bad at all!! XD

K, gonna go back to my report now.. Busy time~~
Till next time mates

Friday, July 17, 2009

"Yue Ding" is playing as i'm typing now..

I wonder, how are you? How have you been? Will you still say hi to me when you saw me?
I really want to talk to you, maybe at least one more time..

Everything went so abrupt that i dont even have time to say goodbye to you.. Do you know that even till now, as i climb the stairs up to my house, as i run the slope down from the bus stop, everything still remind me of you?

"Do you ever love me then?"
"yes, all the time" you answered..
That itself, make me happier than ever already..

Gosh, just by typing this makes me miss u even more and more.. It have been 2 years, will you really re-appear as sudden as how u disappear again 2 more years then? Hate to admit it, but i still miss you..

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's 5:22am, and FYP meeting is in less than 6 hours.. Hmm, i just hope that i didnt doze off or wadever crap later..

I'm waiting for my friend to finish up their game now , so that we can have next game..
And as usual, when i'm bored, my mind will start to wander.. And this time, it wander to 1 week ago, when i went to Jonathan's house to learn guitar from him..

We were talking about what course i would like to take, if i were given a choice.. I had always want to study psychology, that's what i told them.. And when i were asked why, i said, coz it will then enable me to know what my talking partner's thinking.. Whether they are lying or not.. Which then they ask "But do you really want to know what the other's are thinking?"

This question actually really taken me aback.. I mean, the most logical and correct answer for this question, should definitely be yes, wouldnt it? Who want to be lied at, seriously? But then again, do we really always want the truth?

"Truth hurts" they say.. But there's also "Once bitten twice shy".. So, question is, do we really always want to know the truth?

Sunday, July 12, 2009

I felt a bit more diligent today, so here am i, blogging again

Today's no fun.. I got a bit sickly.. Didnt manage to turn up for 4th service.. Dang..
All my joints are hurting, head is hurting, and worst is: slight fever..
Assuming this "illness" is mini H1N1, this means, it's their 2nd wave alrd.. Since last time also like that alrd.. So, question for the day: How long will i survive their bombardment? Ans is quite simple actually XD

Play a match of Dota against Enoch just now.. It's quite a fun game.. We lost the 1st round, but after we are able to analyze their tactic, we manage to return the favour XD

Okay, im gonna continue crapping around in MSN now.. So, adios amigos XD

Okay, lets blog..

So, i just reformat my com, and God decided to bless me with the ability to play SIM 3 and Fable in my com now.. I know, Fable is old game and all, but this is one of my fav game, so, back off..

"With greater power, come greater responsibility" - Spiderman 2
It does feel good to bond more with God and His people.. XD Just came bck from Joan's hse for meeting and wii session.. Ytd is even more fun, since CG is conducted in my house.. IT WAS AN AWESOME ONE TOO!! XD

Things with Raine is more complicated now.. I feel like we are drifting away bit by bit alrd.. Though she's juz beside me now, seldom have i talk to her and play with her alrd..

Remember the old William from last year April? I begin to change bit by bit towards that alrd.. Nope, no more pain and all, it's juz this weird feeling left.. Wound are closing, baby!! XD

Just to be honest, i'm still scared of the future and all.. but i rather be a blind man walking and depend on God than an-able-seeing man that depend on his own eyes.. So, God, back me up yeah?? I wont hold back on asking what i want alrd now XD