Tuesday, October 13, 2009

This post is...for you

For ages, I've been wondering, what actually cause the cause? You told me it's important, I told you that I found it stupid, but nevertheless, we never talk again, for months. Maybe it's just me, or maybe it's just you, or maybe it's just the long gap that was created between us, but well, I found us well drifted apart alrd.

I tried to talk to you again ytd, like strike up a convo to make things not so quiet between us. But apparently, you've changed so much, that sometimes I cant believe it's you anymore. What's with the usage of vulgarities now? And what's with the weird way of speaking now? Where is the girl that I used to know?

I was walking home just now, and like usual, walking home means more time for me to think about stuffs. And just happen it fells on the topic of you again. So, i was walking and thinking about the past, coz that is the exact road I took when I was calling my best friend in Australia like 1 and a half years ago, when we 1st met. It still fresh in my mind, how excited I was and how happy I was. But it certainly changed now.

The last time we went out, do you know that i thought you might have change already? Coz u really speak and act like how we used to talk and all. And i'm very happy coz i notice that you tried to strike out so many convo when i'm all quiet in the beginning, and on that moment, I thought maybe I'm the one at fault, coz I'm the one that's all quiet and non responsive. But guess what, once we reached home again, it's just another "hi bye" convo.

I've had had enuff i guess. This whole yes and no relationship between us, and dont be naive and start thinking that relationship should only be that way, is just nothing but a drag. Thus, I hereby saying this, I'm severing all our ties off alrd. I'll think of you no more, and I'll remember you no more. When people ask me about you, I'll make sure my response to them is "Huh, who is she? Do i know her?"

Never wanted it to end this way, honest, never wanted it to be like this. So, okay, all the best in your life. Lets talk again when you are a bit more....mature yeah, wabbit...?

Sunday, October 11, 2009

She told me about, how it will be nice if the 1st moment of us kissing and holding hands and all are done slowly.. And i always thought "neahz, it'll be quite boring"

Apparently, it's not. Haha!

There's this girl that i like, well, i dont want to use the L word juz yet, but then again, im pretty sure that both of us knows how we feel towards each other. As a matter of fact, i intended to record down what happen ytd here actually, but i think it'll be juz best if i can keep it to myself for this.

For the future me,if you kinda forgot who i am talking about, here's a name for you: Elvina :D Search it through your mind yeah? :D

For the readers, here'll be where i'll say cya till next post. Wish me all the best with her? HAHA!!
(kinda contradicting with the last post, dont you think? But then again, me and her also nothing much yet now, so, well, we are taking it slow enuff, arent we? :D)