Saturday, June 27, 2009

Wew, ytd was a blast.. It was a care group meeting cum bbq party.. It have been a while since i attend a bbq party.. Haha! Raine came along, and i thought i'll be entertaining her, but instead, adeline, and the rest are the one that entertain her.. Sorry babe, it's juz becoz I want to take the opportunity to know and talk to more NYPCG ppl.. Okok, lets not jump too fast 1st.. Lets start from....morning..

Class was quite fun.. What we suppose to do ytd was to sell off stuffs from "Sui!" shop.. It's like a shop in my poly.. We need to sell off 3 items which are: card holder box, a short umbrella (like those you can collapse in one), and a pink small size tee shirt.. Now, tell me, card holder iss till logica, but umbrella?? and small size pink tee??? who'll buy those within campus complex?? But that's not the end of the story

My team head down and decided that, there's nowhere else better than the campus entrance, coz that's where people will walk in and out, so, we tried to sell there.. One rejection after another is wad we got.. Then we try canteen, and that's when i manage to sold off my card holder.. Words just cant describe how i felt that time.. Fine, a bit exaggeration, but that's how happy i was!! Now, left the 2 impossible stuff.. Out of the 2 impossible stuffs, we decided that the tee is the least likely to be sold off.. So, we focus more on umbrella.. But lo and behold, when we approach a faci to sell our umbrella, he's more interested in the tee!! So, the tee sold off and we return the umbrella to the Sui! shop instead.. It was so much fun!! :D

After class, me and joan head down to ferrer park for the bbq party.. That's when the fun begin.. Met up with Glendon (is this how his name spelled? O_o) and Josiah.. Now, these 2 people, according to them, they came often... which is weird, since i fail to see them whenever i go to arrow or sun service.. So, i decided to talk and make friend with them.. Haha, Glendon is kinda quiet =x I juz hope to see him more often :D

The most exciting part is not the party or wadsoever though, the most exciting one was Bridget's invitation for me to be befriender!! It was like, i WANT to be in that team alrd, and all that's stopping me was, the fear of not being able to commit, and the fear of being rejected, if i were to ask for the position.. But once again, lo and behold, God Himself arrange everything for me.. Truly amazing.. For the fear of not being able to commit, know wad? I dont give a damn of it anymore.. Let Him arrange it up for me again.. He give me this position, i'm very very sure, He'll equip me ability to do it.. So, 2mr 145, i'll be meeting the rest for my very 1st befriender meeting.. I better not be late.. haha!

K,uh, now......i gotta find a way to send my RJ off to my faci.. Gyahaha! See you all folks!!

Ps: Victor came for the bbq party, and he looks cool with the "botak" hair! XD

Thursday, June 25, 2009

This is scary, and im not kidding about it.. We just discussed on how H1N1 flu spread so freaking fast in class this morning in RP, and guess wad im down now with? A freaking major flu.. Meh, u draw your own conclusion, im not saying anything.. I juz hope this is done and over with ASAP -.-

Class was boring today.. I know, me myself found it weird too.. I mean, it's microecon, and usually, i should be enjoying it.. But today's class, it's just so......dry and so......idk.. They are just so quiet today, and so stressful.. Many of us keep thinking want to just skip halfway.. None actually done it though.. Ah well, hope it will be much better next week..

I was walking home just now, and i was thinking about my life, how it changed for these past few weeks and months.. How everything seems so different now.. And somehow, from there, i actually thought of a few girls that's involved in my life now.. No no, not gf or anything, just friends.. So, anyway, as i think about them, i cant help but classify some of them into some certain groups, and this is what i come out with (and oh, this is by the perspective on how they take relationship):

-Typical Singapore Girl
This group is kinda hilarious.. Sometime, i dont know what they are thinking.. I mean, they like to come to me and ask what they should do and all, when their bf is lying to them, or cheating them or wadsoever.. They are like "i know he's cheating on me....but i still want to be together with him..." I mean, cmon girls, wake up! If u want to be together with him, though u know you have been cheated, DONT WHINE ABOUT IT!! It really is frustrating to hear those whines..

-Emo type of girls
So, like the name suggest, this group like to live in the dark part of their life, and be sad and all.. But you know wad i think? This group just want attention! They goes saying around "boohoo, he dump me, i cant take it anymore, this and that......" AND "....though there's this guy that say he likes me though..but i still cant forget him" I mean, cmon, so, you know there's someone likes you and ready to make you feel better and all, so, why the **** are you still mopping around?? What else if it's not attention seeker? Like trying to say "Aww, pity me.... Im so pitiful.. I cant take it anymore... Help me, stop me from commiting suicide, coz im gonna suicide now, if you dont" Oh gosh....

Actually, there are a few more, but i cant really think about it now.. Not to mention, this flu is irritating me now.. And not only that, I WANT TO PLAY PROTOTYPE!!! WHY BOOBIES LAPTOP CAN PLAY AND MINE CANNOT?!?!?!? (oh, boobies is a nick for one of my classmates coz of his super hearing that can catch the word boobies from super far range XD)

Im ending it here now.. See you guys again soon!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Wew, been more than a week since i post eh? Haha

Raine and me have made quite and improvement.. Our hardwork have really been paid off, though this last week, we practice less and less together alrd.. I mean, school starting and all.. Well, im sorry Raine :(

1st week of school didnt went too well.. Out of 4 days, i skipped one day, which is marketing.. Out of 3 RJs, none was done.. I swear, im really really still in holiday mood, and i want to get out of it ASAP.. Not to mention, the UT on Friday, which is microecon's UT, screw me up pretty badly.. Microecon is one of my "not so bad" module, and i thought i will be able to make it, but damn it, not even a single curve comes out, and instead, the questions are like &^E#$%^&*( -.-

On the lighter note, Cherry is back from Taiwan! Truth to be told, im not sure whether i'm suppose to be excited or not.. But then again, heck with it.. I'll juz go with the flow~~

I think i should rest early for tonight, i guess. These few days, my sleeping time and body clock have totally screwed up.. I sleep when people is eating, i eat when ppl's brushing teeth, i play game when people is sleeping, and i wake up when people is going through half of their days off alrd.. This is juz insane.. Speaking of insane, lots of things that i rather not say happen nowadays, and it really are driving me insane -.- Guess i should go and talk to some ppl about it..

Well, that's all for now folks.. I'll try to keep it updated.. So, check it out every now and then k? :D

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Oh gosh, been a while since i blog isnt it? Haha, lots of things happen in these 4 days, i swear

1st of all, my dearest friend from RPCG gonna go for his duty calls a.k.a NS alrd.. His name's Victor,and he have really been a good friend of mine though we just knew each other not very long ago.. I didnt manage to write him much of "goodluck-in-army" wish in the book that we, RPCG, gave to him ytd.. But well, I'm pretty much sure that what's more important is not the writing, but the memories and God is the reasons that we will still be close even when he complete his army stuff alrd.. Thx dude, for the free guitar lessons and all the time you have spent waiting for me and all.. Haha! Raine and I will do you proud once you're out of Army :D

2nd, i just had a longest talk for the past few months.. Yes, it was with a girl, and no, it's nothing like that (whatever you guys have in your mind lah hor).. It was with Joan, a girl from my CG, and though initially i thought it's just going to be a short talk, it turns out, talking to her is very interesting.. We shared a lot of things about our experience in church, and also things around in CG.. It makes me feel more.....closer to CG.. Knowing (almost) each and every things that I wanna know about what's happening around actually.. We were just talking all the way, with some occasional pause due to someone msged me or call me or wadever, and before we know it, it's 4am alrd.. Time really does flies when you enjoy it.. And conclusion of the talk, i felt that there is this call that i need to "fulfill" which is to make the cg more enjoyable.. Dont get me wrong, they are whole bunch of fun people alrd, true, but there are just still silent discomfort, and even without Joan sharing it with me, i can personally feel it too.. Well, when you cant beat them......CHANGE them!! :D RPCG will be my utopia! :D:D Talking to her also made me realize, Indeed sometimes she look and does things very very serious, and thus, make a lot of people fear her, which i find it quite funny, since i NEVER scared of Joan! Hahahah! But more than that, i also discover a very interesting and revelating fact, that even though she is super serious, deep down inside, she IS, afterall, a GIRL.. :D

I'm gonna dedicate this line to God, who have given me a very good, awesome, and useful holiday these 2 weeks.. In just 2 weeks time, I'm much closer with CG ppl.. In just 2 weeks time, I know how to play "The more I seek You".. In just 2 weeks time, I know my organizing skill is not really that bad.. In just 2 weeks time, I know breaking up is not something major and worth to cry over.. In just 2 weeks time, He show me that how much He had loved me, how much He loves me and how much He will be loving me... Oh Lord, I just want to thank you for all these time Lord.. Thank you for giving me bunch of good friends when You know that I totally cant take loneliness, Lord.. You know I just cant stand loneliness and through this bunch of friends, You make me realize how MUCH I need You Lord.. Thank you, thank you, thank you.... I really think they really should create a whole total new word in english to express my gratitude to You Lord, for the word "Thank you" just cant be enough to cover this gratitude of mine Lord..

"You say you want all of me.. I wouldnt want it any other way!!!"

Holiday's coming to an end, and it have been a real fun holiday indeed.. School's opening soon, and indeed, we as human cant always stay in comfort zone.. So, no, I cant face the reality that i'll need to go to school soon, nor will i choose to go to school voluntarily, not to mention score good grades in classes that both i love and i hate.. So, what can I do? Nothing.. I will lie this life of mine to Him and let him shape the whole day for me.. I'll just be trusting in Him that my days will be good, and good it shall be!! :D

PS: Raine and I have really practice a lot, and our shi-fu de shi-fu will be teaching us instead on the next arrow!! I'm just excited and i cant contain it anymore!! WOHOOOO

Sunday, June 7, 2009

7th of June.. Sigh...

It's a boring day today.. Sleep in and decided to skip 4th service.. This is a bad choice though, coz it actually make my whole day get freaking boring -.- Ah well

Spent whole day browsing crap net and playing crap game only.. Fortunately, when im bored, Raine's faithfully available for me.. Spent most of my afternoon off with her.. What pisses me off though, is i lost the pick.. And most of the afternoon i strum using lib card or top up card instead -.- freaking frustrated loh.. Good thing is, i begin to be able to finger-place without looking at Raine anymore.. I'm so proud of myself! Haha!! :D

My "housemate" juz came back bringing me my dinner and new pick for Raine!! Wohooo!! Now can play better with Raine alrd!! She's going out and staying over at her friend house again though.. So, i guess it's going to be another alone night again then.. Or maybe not, since i have Raine! :D

Raine, Raine, Raine, Raine.... I juz cant let go of her.. Mm.. I wonder how long my love and passion to her will last.. Well, no use thinking about it anw, coz for now, i just want to spend more and more time with her!! (Zakia, it's a matter of time only before u start crying :D)

Well, this shall be all for now.. Ja ne~~

Saturday, June 6, 2009

It's a bit too early for me to blog, i know, but well, i don't want to miss blogging today.. So, better be early than sorry

Juz woke up and felt really freshen esp after the whole 2 days of activities that involved no sleeping ytd.. Things start to get a bit disappointing here and there.. I just dont know how to put it in.. What i can hope is, it get better soon..

Fine fine, i wont beat about the bush and pretend to blog for the sake of blogging.. YES! it IS 6th of June.. -.- It have been 1 year since "we" know each other.. I actually told zakia about this few days ago, and she ask "well, do you think she'll think about it this way also then?" Yeah, if you by any chance are reading this, i would like to ask u the same qn, do you?

With that said, I actually spent sometime in the morning juz now, thinking of what i've achieved for the past 1 year.. Suddenly, what seems so long felt so short.. 1 year have certainly passed and yet,i felt like i havent achieved much things....at least, that's how i see it this morning.. Sad isnt it? 1 year, and i wasted it... "William screwed around and now he havent achieved anything.. He's thrown his life away.." (Laugh away, Zakia! :D)

Like the chocolate that i like....that's how our memories were: bitter sweet..

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Soft kiss and wine
what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined

I dont know why, but i have the urge to put that line in this post.. Perhaps it is because that song is playing as i blog..

Wew, it have been a while since i blog huh? Holiday starting alrd.. And i know i'm suppose to do FYP instead of slacking around, but well, holiday mood is just here and ARGH!! I JUZ CANT RESIST IT!! There, i said it..

Well, like i say, holiday is here alrd.. And it bring back some memories.. Memories that......ah, forget it, i shall write more of this on ChronicleOfLife instead.. On a lighter note, things really get better for me.. Lets just say, im not as bored as a few days ago now.. Not to mention, my family all went back to Indo alrd, so it's just me and the whole house now.. Yes, u didnt read wrongly, I'm leaving all alone now.. And i REALLY REALLY want to abuse this freedom at least once... Only, i dont have the chance to do it....YET >:D

Hmm, it's my 2nd day of solitude and as i spent my afternoon at home today, i was thinking.. The whole house that used to be so...lively, suddenly feel so quiet.. Is this how my grandma felt all along? With no one to talk to and all, it does feel very....boring.. And this is only day 2.. i wonder how long i can last..

Well, folks, that should be all for now.. Im gonna continue to go back enjoy my wads...i mean, holiday.. HAHA! Cheerio

Almost 1 year since it happen