Friday, May 22, 2009

It's friday, and I'm suppose to end my weekend feeling happy and victoriously, but not today.. It's SM class, and though i usually do really well on it, today's not the case..

I thought i can do it, honest. I thought i wont screw it up, i thought it's going to be easy. I had everything planned in my mind every single word i want to say, i had it in my mind. Me and my team head down to LT (lecture theater) to do our final presentation in front of "GMs". I was soo confident that everything's going to be ok, that when the faci ask who want to go 1st, i shot my hand up as soon as I can. Everything went that well till when i need to face the audience on the stage... Guess wad happen? Yeah... I blanked out.. FUCK IT, I SWEAR!! Im fucking disappointed on myself right now that i cant even feel happy at all now.. What used to be excitement feeling for Play! 2mr, felt like some crappy shit that make me feel lazy to go out 2mr.. I really hate myself today, really..

Bishan interchange station is finishing soon.. I would really like to test ride the circle line one day.. It's just yet a promise i made to myself.. It look so beautiful, and yet, it doesnt make me feel nice at all when i look at it..

Good thing is, talked to Cherry more and more nowadays, and we decided that we are going out on this june holiday. I know i know, fyp is straining us and all, but it's just 1 day, just let me have some fun time lah -.-

I really want to put something that i'm thinking right now here, but honestly, i dont know what to put.. Im just so tired of thinking and all alrd now.. Im going to take a nap, and wake up much later.. Cya guys till next post