Thursday, June 11, 2009

Oh gosh, been a while since i blog isnt it? Haha, lots of things happen in these 4 days, i swear

1st of all, my dearest friend from RPCG gonna go for his duty calls a.k.a NS alrd.. His name's Victor,and he have really been a good friend of mine though we just knew each other not very long ago.. I didnt manage to write him much of "goodluck-in-army" wish in the book that we, RPCG, gave to him ytd.. But well, I'm pretty much sure that what's more important is not the writing, but the memories and God is the reasons that we will still be close even when he complete his army stuff alrd.. Thx dude, for the free guitar lessons and all the time you have spent waiting for me and all.. Haha! Raine and I will do you proud once you're out of Army :D

2nd, i just had a longest talk for the past few months.. Yes, it was with a girl, and no, it's nothing like that (whatever you guys have in your mind lah hor).. It was with Joan, a girl from my CG, and though initially i thought it's just going to be a short talk, it turns out, talking to her is very interesting.. We shared a lot of things about our experience in church, and also things around in CG.. It makes me feel more.....closer to CG.. Knowing (almost) each and every things that I wanna know about what's happening around actually.. We were just talking all the way, with some occasional pause due to someone msged me or call me or wadever, and before we know it, it's 4am alrd.. Time really does flies when you enjoy it.. And conclusion of the talk, i felt that there is this call that i need to "fulfill" which is to make the cg more enjoyable.. Dont get me wrong, they are whole bunch of fun people alrd, true, but there are just still silent discomfort, and even without Joan sharing it with me, i can personally feel it too.. Well, when you cant beat them......CHANGE them!! :D RPCG will be my utopia! :D:D Talking to her also made me realize, Indeed sometimes she look and does things very very serious, and thus, make a lot of people fear her, which i find it quite funny, since i NEVER scared of Joan! Hahahah! But more than that, i also discover a very interesting and revelating fact, that even though she is super serious, deep down inside, she IS, afterall, a GIRL.. :D

I'm gonna dedicate this line to God, who have given me a very good, awesome, and useful holiday these 2 weeks.. In just 2 weeks time, I'm much closer with CG ppl.. In just 2 weeks time, I know how to play "The more I seek You".. In just 2 weeks time, I know my organizing skill is not really that bad.. In just 2 weeks time, I know breaking up is not something major and worth to cry over.. In just 2 weeks time, He show me that how much He had loved me, how much He loves me and how much He will be loving me... Oh Lord, I just want to thank you for all these time Lord.. Thank you for giving me bunch of good friends when You know that I totally cant take loneliness, Lord.. You know I just cant stand loneliness and through this bunch of friends, You make me realize how MUCH I need You Lord.. Thank you, thank you, thank you.... I really think they really should create a whole total new word in english to express my gratitude to You Lord, for the word "Thank you" just cant be enough to cover this gratitude of mine Lord..

"You say you want all of me.. I wouldnt want it any other way!!!"

Holiday's coming to an end, and it have been a real fun holiday indeed.. School's opening soon, and indeed, we as human cant always stay in comfort zone.. So, no, I cant face the reality that i'll need to go to school soon, nor will i choose to go to school voluntarily, not to mention score good grades in classes that both i love and i hate.. So, what can I do? Nothing.. I will lie this life of mine to Him and let him shape the whole day for me.. I'll just be trusting in Him that my days will be good, and good it shall be!! :D

PS: Raine and I have really practice a lot, and our shi-fu de shi-fu will be teaching us instead on the next arrow!! I'm just excited and i cant contain it anymore!! WOHOOOO